So its a new year....Happy 2010!
So I decided to try something new. I used to write a while ago and I havent in a while so I gotta try again. For the new year Im starting with the age old problem...a broken heart. At this time I dont even think its broken its just more like missing and I'm having fantom pain. I havent been in a relationship in 2 years and change but been in love with the same man for the last 3. Confused? Yea, so am I. Recently (3wks ago, give or take a coupla days) he just stopped talkin to me. No words, email, txt, fbin, imin. NOTHING. pure silence. I had a slip up and no not the regular ooops, sry boo fell into another mans bed although were not together and what u think really shouldnt matter to me kinda thing but oops i drank too much please come take care of me. Somehow that led to i aint neva talkin to u again. Does anyone have any idea what its like to jus cease communication to the person that u hold closest to ur heart? The fantom pain throbs and annoys me. I try compensating with others but it makes no difference my mind refuses to move. If u want to leave why not jus say Goodbye?
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